Poem

Im lost in a maze.
And so is my lover.
We both search
for something to discover.
He searches for his words,
And i search for a place.
We both get lost,
Hoping to stay.
I have a Rose.
He has a Lilly with roots.
Mines stands for love.
And his stands for truth.
Can a Lilly live with a Rose?
Can a Rose live with a Lilly?
Though they are the same kind,
Does it sound silly?
I hear his heart
Beating warm and whole.
He hears mine,
Closed and cold.
He holds my hand,
He can defend.
I hold his hugs,
Something to depend.
I shared my world.
All he heard.
I kept talking,
Soon he got hurt.
We like each other.
That is one strong common.
Will I change?
Or shall I stay stubborn?
He wants me to open.
He wants me to listen.
He wants me to share both our worlds,
He doesn't want to hasten.
So, I shall keep quite.
Hoping I would understand.
I shall hear his words, his world.
And soon receive his loving hands.
He feel's helpless.
Actually we both are.
We each give other a hand,
All the same, nothing but a heart.
He says Im a monster,
In his head.
He says I eat his heart,
Thinks on his bed.
For me, He's someone.
Truly undiscovered,
Someone new,
Someone uncovered.
Does he know how i feel?
How i cry in my heart?
Or is it me, should i know,
he doesn't want to be alone or stayed apart?
What should happen?
A simple two month contract?
Will we survive?
Or one subtract?
I don't know, I do care.
It's love?.. or is it fair?
Im tired. Im weak.
Lost and dead.
All i can do.
is just think of him in my head.
Oh!Dear. Do I doubt?
No, I don't. It's just fear start.
All I know is that he would be wonderful for me.
All he wants,..... for me to see.